Senior Reflections from the Chapel

In celebration of our sesquicentennial anniversary, students from the Class of 2022 are reflecting on their time at Elmhurst.

These reflections will be released on Wednesdays at 8:00 a.m. throughout the 2021-2022 academic year.

Contributors


The Human Garden: What Seeds Will You Plant?

Khadijah Leverette ’22
Jan. 19, 2022

Khadijah LeveretteHere lies the human garden. It is filled with all that the human race has cultivated, created, and grown. It is full of beautiful, majestic greenery as well as destructive, troublesome weeds. The ideas, the actions, and the intentions we put within every idea and endeavor have created the garden we see. Right now, we are at a time of our lives where possibilities are limitless. Though we have not had much time on this earth, we have seen the products of the seed planters and have planted some seeds of our own. From the first seed planters of our kind, who dared to discover, create, and survive. Those who believed in more than what currently exists and dared to challenge what is possible. Some of these ideas were cultivated and brought to beautiful fruition, while other seeds died before they had a chance to live. Some seeds lie dormant in the ground, waiting for their time in the sun.

Much of the human garden makes up the composition of our lives, our living circumstances, and our possibilities. If not for the seed of equal rights planted, many of us would not be able to attend college. If not for the seed of separation from England planted, we would not have democracy in this country. Without these seeds, these thoughts and possibilities, much of what we have would not exist. If the seed of Elmhurst University was never planted, we would not be where we are today. We would not be reflecting on the sesquicentennial, and I would not be writing this message to you. But here we are, in 2021, and all of this was made possible by those who dared to dream of the nonexistent.

Think about the seeds you have planted. Yes, you are in college. Maybe you are not. Maybe you are years past it and reflecting on your college years. Did the seeds you planted give someone an opportunity? A chance? A new idea? Did your seed bloom beautifully? Did it die before it got its chance? Is it too late for your seed? What grew from your seeds? Was it a business that gives people jobs? Was it a foundation that gives to the homeless? Was it inventive? What is revolutionary? Did it solve a problem? Did it give someone peace? Security? Hope? What seeds do you want to plant? Is it a new way of thinking? Is it a chance to change? Is it a reminder? Is it good? Is it bad? Will it destroy? Will it give? All of these are questions to consider. Not all seeds are equal. Not all seeds will grow as large as the others. Some will extend beyond the clouds. Some will cover other plants, shading them from much-needed sunlight. Do you want to create something that could destroy other plants? What will the benefit be? What will it cost? How much are you willing to work to see your seed grow?

So the human garden will change. Things get better. Things become obsolete. Plants will die, and better ones will grow in their place. Like the circle of life, dying plants will nourish the seeds of newer plants. It will go as long as we go. You will finish college, you will get your degree, and after that, who knows? So … what seeds would you like to plant? Yes, you majored in business, or pre-law, or whatever else you did. The seeds you plant are not defined by the path you’ve chosen today. Life is not promised or preset, so your choices are your own. What would you like the human garden to look like? What will you do to make this happen? Seeds that you plant may not see the light of day during your existence. They may, however, be fully realized, and change the composition of the human garden forever. So, I ask again, what seeds will you plant?

Khadijah Leverette is a music theory and composition major from Lisle, Ill.

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January Term 2022

Senior Reflection

Rebekah SmallPhilippians 2:3-4
“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.”

What a radical idea in today’s culture. This idea of setting others before ourselves, and even at times sacrificing something for the sake of another is not something we practice often. To lay down time, money, possessions—whatever it is in order to help those around you. There is a deep pain in our world that we could help alleviate if we didn’t live in such a self-absorbed culture. What if we spent an extra 20 minutes with a friend who was hurting? What if we set aside our feelings and what we want and rather enter into the lives of those around us? What a beautiful world it could be.

Rebekah Small is a nursing major from Hinckley, Ill.

A Letter from Your Teacher

Lainey HewittOh, my child.
I see how you dream, how you soar, how you gleam.
How you dance and sing and everything you bring,
To this classroom, to the world, to its people.

I see a billion galaxies in your eyes
And the depths of the ocean when you cry.
I see you unearthing your heart for others
And growing consistently in your understanding of your brothers.
In this classroom, in this life, you are
Golden, shining bright.
You are chosen, you are here,
You are not lost.

When I gaze upon you, I cannot but help
My eyes fill with tears
When I listen to what you hear:
“You are wrong, you don’t matter, you’re too this or that, you’re nothing but tattered.”
“You should live my way, his way, any way but your way.”
I try my best to shield you, to yell and scream and say,
“Don’t listen!”

Oh, my child.
If I could love you hard enough to shelter you from the malice of this world,
I would.
But I can’t.

Only you can look inside those galaxy eyes
And swim in the oceans of your cries.
Only you can see your true measure,
But I promise to be here as you learn to treasure
Yourself
And others
And the goodness of the world.
For the goodness is not lost,
It is inside you,
You and your galaxy eyes.

Lainey Hewitt is a music education major and dance education minor from Arlington Heights, Ill.

Fall Term 2021

Senior Reflection

Lorraine SchulerOne hundred fifty years of Elmhurst University is a huge milestone. We as a community have come together through many challenges by becoming one united community. The community that we are a part of has experienced numerous different generations and continues to evolve. Hammerschmidt Memorial Chapel is a rich part of our university’s history. There have been numerous speakers who have set foot in the Chapel such as Martin Luther King Jr. He is just one of the remarkable people who have been part of the University’s history.

The Elmhurst community has come together on the steps of the Chapel to protest, pray, and stand together. We have stood together for Black Lives Matter. We have stood together to honor those who have lost their lives to gun violence, war, and COVID. We have lit candles to show that we are there for change and remember those who have walked the path that we have before.

We light candles together with alumni at Lessons and Carols each year. We have lighted up the Chapel with thousands of candles to celebrate the arrival of Christ. The rich traditions that are included throughout the evening show there is a community that is joined together.

The history that is a part of Hammerschmidt Memorial Chapel is a part of celebrating 150 years. For the next 150 years, there will be many more remarkable memories, and the community will continue to strive and grow.

Lorraine Schuler is a psychology major from Naperville, Ill.

A Look at Mental Health on World AIDS Day

Destiny GlomsMental health can affect daily encounters, relationships and physical health. Starting a conversation is important.

Reaching out is a sign of strength as we all have challenging times in our life, but it’s important for your own well-being. It is important to break down the stigma surrounding mental illness, and to remind one another that help is available. Talking about mental health openly as a community helps members learn to cope.

The pandemic has caused a lot of disruption and confusion amongst many. Some individuals have felt like their mental health has been much worse during this time. The University had to close in March 2020 and transitioned to online instruction. Students and faculty had to be flexible and patient as it was a very challenging time. Many individuals were worrying about themselves, their family, friends, peers, coworkers, etc. The constant sense of worrying led to ongoing fear which significantly impacted people’s ability to cope with everyday life. With isolating ourselves from one another, social distancing, and closure of workplaces, many individuals experienced distress and anxiety. In regards to COVID-19 and mental health, I have been beyond fortunate to know about different resources that are available to the community.

World AIDS Day

December 1 (today) marks World AIDS Day. It is important to raise awareness. As a community, we can show support for those battling against HIV and remember those who have passed from it. As a society, we need to work toward eliminating stigma against HIV. We can do this by using certain words and phrases, such as saying “person with HIV” or “person living with HIV,” instead of “AIDS patient,” for example. Using problematic phrases can make one feel powerless.

Destiny Gloms is a psychology major from Bensenville, Ill.

We Can’t Swallow The Earth

Norbaya DurrI tried burning my hair into a submission that is not inherent to its natural structure. I tried suppressing my disgust at all the non-POC that dash to the other side of the street in an effort to avoid walking past me. I tried leaning into a spiritual identity, yet religious bias and elements of the dominant culture within that group pushed me out. I tried working a door-to-door job in efforts to gain courage but had the cops called on me. I barely avoided them while hiding in my car. I tried running to class to be there promptly, only to realize a White man stopped a security guard from trying to catch me as if I stole something. I tried laughing in the public with friends and was the only person shushed for laughing too loud despite the laughing-loud group effort. I tried vacationing to Denver’s art museums and was met with being followed by security the entire duration I was there. I tried having a friendly conversation with someone new and it was assumed that in my childhood, I must have lived in an apartment with a treeless yard. I tried conducting a workshop in a primarily Black neighborhood and expected non-Blacks to show up. I tried believing that land was to be owned by humans until I realized land ownership is a colonial lie.

Our sociocultural systems perpetuate a long-winded ill will belief regarding the value of othered people. It made me believe that hierarchy of cultural value should stem from Eurocentrism and I. Must. Bend. To it.

I persist as me, however. Pressing gently and aggressively upon the decolonization button when possible.

I do hope, too.

I believe establishing healthy multicultural bridges is a promising journey. Although, the eventual outcome of the earth is that it will swallow us all and itself whole.

Norbaya Durr is a double major in Biology and English, with a minor in Chemistry, from Chicago, Ill.

Senior Reflection

My time at Elmhurst University has been interesting, to say the least. In the summer between my second and third years of school, the school changed its name from Elmhurst College to Elmhurst University. During the spring semester of my second year, the entire country went into lockdown due to COVID-19. I was living on campus at the time and the music department faced a demanding obstacle—how can we make music together if we can’t be together?

As everyone can relate, it was difficult making the drastic change to isolation. Every major on campus faced challenging obstacles. From Zoom classes, Blackboard collaboration, and gaining the skill of patience with both professors and students learning a new platform, many felt as if they were first-year teachers. As the semester progressed there were two things I was thankful for: music and the support of my professors.

Despite the fact of isolation, music never left my side. It was easy to push being a flute player aside and binge-watch a series instead. With the help of my music professors, I was able to stay engaged in music and retain a positive attitude towards playing in a different learning environment. Professors were huge advocates for our music program and many changes came as a result of COVID. A distance of six feet between instrumentalists and instrument masks and bags that distorted the sound made it difficult but somewhat normal to be playing as an ensemble after a year and a half.

With the help and support of music and professors, there was a constant reminder of my passion and love for music. One thing I am eternally grateful for.

Deisy Garcia is a music education major from Carpentersville, Ill.

The Opportunity to Succeed

Julia PollinaMy mom is from a small coastal town near Bari, Italy and my dad is from a mountainous town near Palermo, Sicily. My grandparents decided to move their families to America to find better opportunities and they sacrificed more than I could ever imagine.

As soon as my grandparents arrived in this new country, they went to work to provide for their families while my parents stayed home with their Italian relatives where only Italian was spoken. This led to my parents being unable to speak English when starting school, and for my mom’s speech impairment to be undiagnosed her first few years in America.

Despite all of these obstacles and sacrifices my parents and grandparents faced in this new and unfamiliar country, they set the foundation for my siblings and me for generations to come. They made a life-changing decision to pick up and leave their home country where everything was familiar, to a place where they couldn’t even speak the language. Because of this move, my parents met, and gave my siblings and me so much more than what they had access to when they were children.

I can proudly say that I am a first-generation college student and am studying speech-language pathology and Spanish in hopes of helping English Language Learners like my parents, and helping people with communication disorders. Everyone has their own version and story of their American Dream, and this is mine.

Julia Pollina is a double major in Communication Sciences and Disorders and Spanish from Mount Prospect, Ill.

Senior Reflection

Matthew ZoppaUp until March of 2020, the largest source of pride and anxiety in my life was my academic success. For nearly three years, I found myself playing a real-life video game, “beating” class after class just like they were levels of increasing difficulty. Sometimes, I benefited from my instinctive understanding of the subject matter, but at other times I hung on for dear life as I barely “beat” the class; for me, success was the difference between an A and an A-. During that time, nothing less than an A was acceptable as it would mean the demise of my “perfect” grade point average.

Of course, this was how I approached my undergrad education before a global pandemic caused mass isolation, economic suffering, and a health crisis my generation had never seen before. In this time of chaos and uncertainty, my priorities regarding education were abandoned as I looked for signs of hope. Thanks to the guidance of a wonderful, young Christian woman from neighboring Wheaton College, I found myself seeking out the love and comfort of Jesus Christ.

Upon finding Christ, I was soon met with His words of endearment and enlightenment. Just as He rose from the dead, He brought me up from the darkness that surrounded me and showed me what I had failed to see before. While I had ceased to worry about what grade I would receive in my classes, my struggle with what the pandemic had deprived me of remained.

The pandemic meant not being able to take walks around campus, admiring its architectural and natural beauty. The pandemic meant not being able to have engaging discussions with faculty and fellow students. The pandemic meant not being able to enjoy long bike rides along the Prairie Path on weekends. The pandemic meant not being able to share laughter, video games, and late-night pizza runs with friends. The pandemic meant not being able to see the talent of my friends in their music, theatre, and dance performances. The pandemic meant everything that really mattered at Elmhurst was lost.

The initial pain of this realization was quickly followed by the joy of finally understanding why I had come to Elmhurst. The grades were important, but it was the experience that truly mattered.

God brought me to Elmhurst so I could take part in this extraordinary experience. He knew that this experience would allow me to explore myself in ways I would not have otherwise. He knew that this would be the turning point where I would learn to serve Him through the intellectual, interpersonal, and creative gifts that he granted me with. God did not bring me to Elmhurst to achieve a particular academic score.

To all who stress about their grades: don’t. Your time at Elmhurst should be about the experiences you have, the relationships you build, and the memories you make. You will never have a set of four years like this ever again, and you will find yourself much happier and more fulfilled by prioritizing what you can measure only through qualitative means.

Matt Zoppa is a marketing and music business double major from Montgomery, Ill.

On Belief and Following Your Passion

Sabia AkhoonI wasn’t supposed to be here—at Elmhurst and this world. For many years, my mind had been a prison that prophesized that a future did not belong to me. Yet here I am, nominated by Dr. Mary Kay Mulvaney and the Honors Department, to contribute to Elmhurst University’s 150th.

I want you to realize that strength is not physical. Self-doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will. Believing in predictions that don’t empower you will defeat you from fulfilling what you were meant to do, what you were born to do. Mental strength is a powerfully crucial component of health and happiness.

Incarceration of the mind is riveting. But know that you are valuable and need to liberate yourself from the self-imprisonment. The difficulty of finding liberation from negativity and hopelessness is only as grand as your perception of it. Motivate yourself! Find therapy in talking to God. God saved me from myself. He saw my potential and kept me to fulfill a purpose—whatever it is. Although I cannot foresee the future, I trust Him.

Being here was worth it, though! After Elmhurst, the International Scholar Laureate Program has invited me to join other designated individuals to fulfill a delegation on Medicine and Science in Sydney, Australia. And with the help of God and Dr. Raymond Kraus, who encouraged and aided me with research, I have found a passion in osteopathic medicine. I am no longer a slave to hopelessness, but a master of faith.

Never give up.

Take care.

Sabia “Sibi” Akhoon is an exercise science major from Glendale Heights, Ill.

The Blame Game

Ashlee WelchIn today’s world, it’s easy to let things get to you. It may be a bad grade, a hard day, or even something someone said. Although it’s easy to let life get you down, it’s even easier to blame yourself for the things that happen around you. We all know that feeling. It may be a pit in your stomach or a feeling of guilt you can’t seem to get rid of, but we all get it.

Blame isn’t something you can get away from, matter it is someone blaming you, you blaming someone else, or blaming yourself. We all do it; it’s okay. But to blame, it’s not a fair concept. Sure, we’ve all heard it, “life isn’t fair,” but blame isn’t about life; it’s about the “assignment of responsibility.” But it’s much more than that. Blame can tear you down. For instance, if you blame yourself for every mistake, questioning your whole life down to one decision. That’s not exactly fair, is it? One bad grade, one mistake, one fault doesn’t change the whole course of your life. Life doesn’t care about the responsibility for right and wrong; it’s life; it cares about nothing.

So how do you circumvent the blame game? Don’t. I said it, don’t blame yourself, don’t blame others. Mistakes, bad grades, and your faults aren’t the end all be all, and those things aren’t on you or on anyone else. So I challenge everyone reading this to give everyone a break and change the blame game.

Ashlee Welch is a political science major from Santee, Calif.

The Least Interesting Thing About Us

Morgan GerhardtWe live in a world that tells us we should be smaller. We should eat less and move more. Take up less space. Fit into the sugar-free cookie-cutter mold of the ideal body type, no matter what it takes.

So I listened. After months of strenuous exercise and restrictive dieting, I did everything society demanded of me just to be worthy of others’ approval. Physically, I was inching closer to what society deemed as satisfactory. Mentally, however, was quite the opposite. I was not content when I looked in the mirror regardless of how small I got; I was even more unhappy than when I had started. The smaller I was, the more pressure I felt to shrink, even if it meant sacrificing everything that brought me joy.

Take it from someone who crashed into the fierce pressure of diet culture. Someone who said no to ice cream dates with friends or family dinners because they were more concerned about calories than they were about memories. Someone who was constantly sore because they couldn’t keep up with the vigorous stress of 2-hour workouts 7 days a week. Someone who is very much still a work in progress. Life does not magically get better when you get smaller.

A plea from the girl you said “looked great!” once she lost weight: don’t say it. While your compliment may be well-intentioned, it could be reinforcing dangerous behaviors that you cannot see on the surface. There are so many more important things to talk about than a person’s body.

Your worth is not determined by your body. Your purpose is not determined by your body. And the impact you have on the world around you is absolutely not determined by your body. Truth be told, your body is the least interesting thing about you. You are so much more than that.

If you don’t love every inch of your body from head to toe, that is okay and that is normal. But, to truly love yourself, you have to accept your body exactly how it is. You are not alone; in fact, I am right there with you.

Morgan Gerhardt is a physical education major from Naperville, Ill.

The Freedom of Forgiveness

Lauren Berryhill“Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die” —Buddha

Olivia Rodrigo’s Sour has inspired a lot of thought about betrayal and the emotions it fosters. I think sadly we all have moments that we’ve been betrayed, whether it be by a friend, lover, family member, etc. If you’re anything like me, you may find yourself holding on to anger and wielding it as a weapon in defense of yourself. Almost as if being angry at the person who hurt you is your right and something that helps you regain power.

When I have been really hurt, I put an intense amount of energy into feeling angry, and some situations require that. Emotions demand to be felt. I replay scenarios in my head over and over again, as if doing so will uncover some hidden understanding of why it happened. It’s exhausting. I hope that at the end of every cry and outburst, you let go. Continue to cycle through the hurt in this way until you’re indifferent about what happened.

Breaking that cycle is a decision. I hope you come to see: people who hurt you don’t deserve energy or space in your life, so don’t give it to them. You will find people who invest in you just as much as you invest in them; those are the ones you should put your energy into finding. And know that forgetting isn’t a prerequisite to forgiving. Forgiveness is about attaining peace and moving forward.

Lauren Berryhill is a music education major from Palatine, Ill.

Career Does Not Define You

Sasha Aleksandra Graf“What do you want to be when you grow up?”

This is the question we are pestered by as children, and despite its sincere intentions, the problem becomes that from a young age we are conditioned to tie our core identity to a career.

In his article for The Atlantic, “Workism is Making Americans Miserable,” Derek Thomspon describes “workism” as the belief that work is not only necessary to economic production but is the centerpiece of a person’s life purpose. But isn’t workism the crux of American culture? The American dream equates labor to prosperity, so for generations people have toiled dutifully, dreaming of green lights but having to settle for crippling mortgages and mental and physical exhaustion instead. Even as students, how much of what we do, from classes to extracurriculars to travels, are shaped by our career aspirations? The question “How will this look on my resume?” lives rent-free in my head.

Naturally, this career mindset can be detrimental. According to the OECD Better Life Index, the United States ranks 29th in work-life balance, while many European nations that prioritize time off and personal wellbeing dominate this category. The implication being that a better work-life balance leads to a healthier and happier population.

Work is important, but it is not everything, and, ultimately, it is not who we are. The relationships we have, our hobbies, the books we read, the people we help are just as much a part of us as our occupation is and yet legislation and education in the U.S often express otherwise. In our hustle and grind culture, being overworked has become a badge of honor; but this lifestyle doesn’t necessarily lead to a well-rounded life. So, take care of yourself, live meaningfully, and, most importantly, don’t let capitalism get you down.

Sasha Aleksandra Graf is a digital media major from Lombard, Ill.

What it Means for Me to Be Hispanic

Edith Mercado '22

What does it mean to be Hispanic? Mexican-American to be exact. With Hispanic Heritage month happening Sept. 15–Oct. 15, I would like to shed light on this.

Being Hispanic means celebrating Noche Buena with a huge party in Mexico or in the U.S. Being Hispanic means being a personal translator for our parents. It means helping others understand their broken English and closing the language gap between professionals and English as Second Language citizens. Being Hispanic means growing up with little to no guidance on how to apply to college, scholarships, FAFSA and looking for information through others. Being Hispanic also means that we celebrate the 15th birthday of daughters entering womanhood and leaving girlhood behind with a huge party filled with family, food, and music. Being Hispanic means dancing cumbias, bachatas, banda, nortena and zapateado. Yes, this all is true but there is a different meaning to me.

Being Hispanic to ME means being the first in my family to achieve a degree in college—Biology at that. It means helping my family from the years of struggle to finally live comfortably. To me, it means having the intelligence to know two languages and to take that as an advantage. Being Hispanic means developing the perseverance that I have to combat social, economic and educational disadvantages. To me it means having a culture that I am proud about, embracing my parents’ culture as much as embracing American culture. Being Hispanic to me, means I am unique, filled with dreams and culture but also struggling with discrimination, being stereotyped, and having an educational disadvantage.

I am here today as Edith to prove to many that one can achieve their dreams no matter your income level, race, ethnicity, gender identity, etc. I always found and fought my way to get to where I am and you can, too. The world is changing and we are part of the change. Being Hispanic to me means being the positive future this world needs. Viva México y el mes de los Hispanos.

Edith Mercado is a biology major from Genoa, Ill.

On Yom Kippur, ‘The Day of Atonement’

Anna HillAs a Jewish woman, I observe the holiday of Yom Kippur. Yom Kippur is considered “The Day of Atonement,” spent with hours of prayer while fasting in order to ask for atonement for your sins. These high holy days are so vital to moving forward in life, even though the day is spent looking back in our past. Yom Kippur is a time where we recognize our sins, feel regret, and then we work to resolve the harm they caused to ourselves and to others. A unique time of prayer during Yom Kippur is the Viddui service, which means confession. In these prayers, the language is all plural, meaning that no one person is a sinner, yet we all are collectively responsible for the sins of the world.

Attending Elmhurst University these last few years has taught me a lot about myself. I have been given the blessed opportunity to grow and flourish here on campus. However, growth comes with lots of trial and error, as well as sinful behaviors. Making mistakes is all a part of the growth process, however, forgiveness is equally as important. If God can love and forgive us for our sins, then we can forgive ourselves. I ask if all of you, regardless of your religion, will take a day to really reflect and repent for your sins, for you too, will be forgiven.

Anna Hill is a psychology major from Country Club, Mo.

It’s Never Too Late to Change for the Better

Brielle ImanaWhen I look back at my time here at Elmhurst, one thing I see within myself and those around me is growth. We have all grown into new people since we were in high school and even just grown from our first semester to now.

What is beautiful about growth is that it is ever-changing and always occurring. In Judaism, we are given a time to start over spiritually, twice. Rosh Hashanah, the Jewish New Year, is one time to start fresh and hope for a “sweet new year.” It is said that God inscribes names of the righteous in the “Book of Life,” and one has from Rosh Hashanah to Yom Kippur to make teshuvah, or repentance, before the book is sealed. The Tanakh verse 7:18-19 talks about casting one’s sins into the sea and is a beautiful ceremony known as Tashlich.

You don’t need to be Jewish or perform Tashlich to have your own fresh start. You can make a change now. Reach out and make amends with that one friend or family member that you may have wronged, and never stop trying to evolve into the best person you can be going forward.

My hope for future Bluejays joining our university is that they will strive to be their best selves here at Elmhurst and continue to foster a welcoming community. As we finish today, the last day of Rosh Hashanah, what we can learn is that it is never too late to change our lives for the better.

Who is a God like You, Who forgives iniquity and passes over the transgression of the remnant of His heritage? He does not maintain His anger forever, for He desires loving-kindness. He shall return and grant us compassion; He shall hide our iniquities, and You shall cast into the depths of the sea all their sins.

—Micah 7:18-19

Brielle Imana is a psychology major from Willowbrook, Ill.

Faith In Experience

Raven RhoneExperiences are the best teachers. The good ones leave us with the best memories while the worst ones leave us with the best lessons. However, with faith, we can learn from and utilize them for a better future. When I was a freshman, I joined the Black Student Union (BSU) and I remember discussing with my friends that we should join the executive board the next year. The following year, we joined the board and we continued to have light-hearted conversations about one of us possibly becoming president. Continuously beginning our sentences with “If I was president, I would … ”

I, eventually, became president. I was elected shortly after the COVID-19 pandemic had started. Thinking we’d be back to normal by the next school year, I thought of so many ideas that I was ready to implement. From new ways to engage with and involve African-American students on campus to fun, educational, and innovative ways to spread culture and pride around campus amongst POC students and allies alike. However, all those plans dissipated when the COVID-19 pandemic failed to end as quickly as we all thought it would. This situation reminded me of the film Evan Almighty. In a particular scene, “God” says “If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient?” So, it begs the question … if you pray for the answer to a situation, do you think God gives us the answer? Or does he provide us the opportunity to either reflect or gain experience so that we know what to do moving forward?

My plans changed. Old doors closed and new ones opened. Did I get to do everything I wanted to do? … No. But, were different avenues explored to make the most out of it? … Yes. From using new and different platforms for outreach to group online events and movies.

I have been fortunate enough to have experienced many things at this school because I have seized the opportunity when it arose. Even if the decision was difficult and the outcome wasn’t what I expected. I’ve encountered countless situations and decisions and put faith in the opportunity unbeknownst of the outcome. Hebrews 11:1 says that “faith is substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” I can’t complain about the past four years because they’ve made me stronger. A person who perseveres by the courage of faith and experience. The future I dream for this school is that it continues to bring about change for its African American and minority students; creating individuals that persevere. Jeremiah 29:11 says, “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.”

By continuing to have faith in experience, I will definitely have more experiences to fill you in on soon. Until then, take care.

Raven Rhone is a biochemistry major from Austin, Texas.

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